well today im not in a good mood whats so ever.
i just really freaking want to go home and my mom doesnt
like what the heck ugh.....
everyone freaking left and im home alone like a loser well with my dog.
and im all sick =/
hopefully the next time i write one of this lame blogs i will be home.
lol.
got the msg..honestly i dont even know if i should reply or not
because i get it all this time i've been playing around with your feelings..
but im tired of it.i know how much it hurts you.and you shouldnt love me because
the whole entire time ive been the bad one out of this love story.
maybe thats the right thing to just get away from eachother.
im into my own world now and youre probably too so why bother?
this happended a year ago there is no chance it could again........
im so different now seriously and i dont think this piece of the puzzle fits in mine.
like i know ill never be able to take you seriously ever again.
am i sorry for it? maybe some but honestly it doesnt bug me anymore because all i think of
is myself and i dont care if you hurt or not well okay that sounds pretty cruel.
i dont know if you know what i mean/maybe not.because probably by now youre hating me but that okay honestly ive kind of been trying to get you to hate me so you can move on...
i dont know if you'll ever understand this...because im just typing what im feeling and maybe its not clear enough.but i dont care.maybe karma will get around and do the same with me but whatever,i have no hope for us.its like if we wouldve got cancer and the chemo treatment is just killing us and we can be fighting and fighting cancer but we know we're pretty much dead anyway so why fight.....uuuuughhhh whatever im sure you wont want to talk to me after reading this
peace./zadddith_<3
